Notes
Got in what I could when I could. I’m not going to lie, for the past 8 months it has been really hard for me not to get incredibly irritated/negative when it comes to running. Like there’s no joy in it anymore, save for a few runs here and there. Hopefully throughout this summer and fall I can try to find some joy in it again. I mean there’s literally no pressure considering I won’t even be there. Just want to have fun with it again. When I started legit training back when I was 10 (no joke, practiced with the high school girls team) they always mentioned that they hope I don’t get burnt out. I always was like well how I could I ever grow to dislike anything that i love so much but now I question myself. I don’t know why thinking about training and everything makes me irritated, but it just does. They say that not every run will be fun but why do I feel like it’s a chore to do nearly everyday. I don’t know. Sorry for all of this, kiddos to y’all killing the running and having tons of fun. I’m uber happy for y’all. I’ll be okay though, I process things a lot better when I can just get them out there and out of my head. Don’t worry about me I’ll be fine. Here’s to Central week. God bless yall